Safe haven

My doctor said after I decided to go to him again, that I was deliberately pushing myself into pain to punish myself! He said that I have not yet emerged from the circle of harm in my previous life. Oh God! Didn't understand yet! I got over my previous life, I got over it while I was still inside it, my only problem was that I saw my sadness in an unreal life, as an absurd thing, which was the rea...